Have you ever wondered what it was like to try cocaine? About a month ago, I was wondering how it would feel to be on snow. A few of my friends were doing it quite often; being around them all the time it struck my curiosity. I had been saying I was going to try it but kept chickening out. This went on for about a month. Finally, on New Years Eve I decided to go ahead and do it. I couldn't believe what I was missing out on. My friends never told me how good it was. After that it started to become an everyday occurrence. That's when I knew I had to get out. If I didn't stop (hypothetically speaking) I would probably be stealing money from my parents right now or selling my possessions so I could afford my new addiction. This is the diary of the night I tried cocaine.

It's around 9:30 p.m. on December 31, 2002 my friend Bam is sitting directly in front of me on my bed. Bam is around six-foot, he has wavy dirty blond hair, blue-green eyes, built, and lightly tanned skin. We both have a small strip of glass, a straw, and some cocaine. We are all ready to start, and both begin to cut two small sized lines of snow. Bam and I took our straws and without a seco

It is now 10:25pm and I am feeling an inconspicuous decrease in the high. As I sit back to enjoy it, I ask Bam how he is feeling, he said, " the urge to do more coke is overwhelming, can we please do another line?" By this time, I felt very calm. The peak wore off gradually but not evenly. I was alternating between feeling comedown effects and peak effects. The thought of doing more coke pops into my mind but then fades and comes back again. We just finished our last line of coke. I decided to lay back and close my eyes I could have sworn that I was floating. At this point, I am beginning to hallucinate. It is somewhat scary yet fun at the same time. It is now around 11:00p.m. and the thoughts of doing more coke are a little more frequent and longer, but nowhere near irresistible. Being aware of the craving seems to make it go away. The stimulation is still quite strong, and more amphetamine- like, however it is beginning to fade into the post-peak mellowness of cocaine.

nd thought, we inhaled the lines. Immediately I began to feel more energetic, mentally alert, I was also quite sensitive to light and sound. I was suddenly more self-confident then usual. It is now around 10:05p.m I'm definitely still feeling the effects, although I'm in the comedown stage. We then decide that it was time to try another few lines. As we cut two me

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