Domain Unfamiliar
Some people come into our lives, and quickly fade, while others stay a while and leave footprints on our hearts causing us to never be the same. It's hard to finally grasp the concept that there would finally be no other, no other to come, nor follow. When hypnotized in past ways of beauty, when falling to old ways of unity, I was cursed by the presence of love. How is it possible to feel a person, when they're nowhere to be found? All I have is past memories yet moments come and pass when I close my eyes and see instances, moments, stanzas of him and I. At times I feel as though his presence haunts me. Yet the world would never again be the same after he entered my life, and throughout the years left my heart embedded with his footprints. Since then I catch myself finding days where the sunset has lost its meaning, and when every starry sky has faded gray. When the flow of the wind has carried me adrift, and all this has happened from the day he walked away. I can't remember the last time such sadness held my hand because my mind is still fixated on the times when instead my hand was held by his. There was once a day when by simply staring deep into my eyes he would disappeared within my delight. Q
They say everything happens for a reason, but for the longest time in high school, I tried to figure out if it was better being in school with him, going through the constant troubles and drama, compared to never meeting him at all. Peace was what I wanted, yet with him, was something that to this day I continue to lack when we're apart. Love is suppose to be thought of as the most beautiful thing in the world but there's times when I feel as though it's the most stressful. Having to be aware of giving to much and being left with nothing at all, I've learned to Circumstances seemed hopeless, un-willing and un-trusting to reveal myself to the realm of pain and hurt, the doors were slammed, coldly shut on love. Trying once before, it all just seemed as a bad case of deja view as hesitance ran through my blood, and for the first time timidness was an aspect of my life. How to explain so many years within just a few pages? A stranger to love for so many years, I didn't realize what I was missing out on. Yet, like anything, no one realizes what they posses, what they have, or what they had-until it's gone.
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Domain Unfamiliar, Hills School, i've learned, entered life, times feel, love love, didn't realize,
Approximate Word count = 859
Approximate Pages = 3 (250 words per page double spaced)
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