The morning was not any different from any other day. We all ate breakfast together and went on with our day. I went to work as usual not aware that my life would soon change. As I arrived home from work a strange chill ran through my body. My phone rang and my husband appeared at the living room completely hysterical. I had to calm him down, only to discover that I lost my two children due to a careless driver. My whole body grew numb. I felt something that I had never felt before, and that was the uncontrollable rage and throbbing pain growing deep i

As I drove home from work it started to rain. It was of no concern to me as my mind was lost in thought. I should have been aware of my surroundings, but I could care less. Suddenly, my car began to spin and spin, which what felt like an eternity. Finally, the spinning stopped and I opened my eyes to see that I was no longer in my car. I felt this overwhelming peace come over me. Security and the absence of pain made me forget of what had become of my family and me. I felt what I had not experienced in a long time and it was the feeling of being complete. I am aware of my environment, but still cannot decipher nor describe this place. Imagine a place where worries where nonexistent. A place where everyday is a new, better day. I took walks trying to take in all the beauty of my environment. It was just incredible.

nside me. This instant alteration of my present family ceased the happiness that was shared between my husband and I. Since my husband grew distant and showed no signs of letting go, he began to influence me as well. I tried to help by being the stronger person of the two, but that did not last long. He blamed himself for the death of our children. If only he drove that day he could have prevented the accident. I would stare into his blank eyes and only see the despair in his eyes. Soon, we were just like robots who felt nothing and could care less about the world nor its inhabitants for they too do not see the relevance of their existence.

There were times when I would get visions of my husband in constant p

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