my life I have been moody, so I guess when my I had mood swings my parents chalked it

up to being a teenager. I always knew that it was more than just moodiness, but I had no

When I am in a manic state I feel empowered and clever. In this phase, people

find me very charismatic I also love myself and others and am very creative and

productive. I also make unwise decisions during this phase like investing in one of my

creative ideas which are not realistic.My manic phases can also jump to

irratbility and imparience with others, when I amin this stage of my manic phase all that I

can see is that everyone is an idiot, and the world is against me. This is when my

"charisma" wears off and I end up alienating people. Luckily, I have some friends and

family that stick with me no matter what I do to hurt them.

Eventually this manic stage wearsoff and I crash into a deep depression. I feel

remorse and sadness for the harm that I have caused those around me. I spend alot of my

depressed state apologizing to people for the harm I have inflicted on them. I try to clean

chart to help illistrate which medications are working. it is also important in helping me

things such as cleaning the house, showering, as well as reading books and doing

thought of myself as an outcast and unwanted. My depression lead to thoughts of death

work more productively and live a happier life almost free of stress. I used to stress over

breakfast, medium lunch and large dinner they had me eat three meals of equal size and

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