It's truly a feeling that nobody will ever feel or even begin to know how to describe. I would rather be shot in the leg then go through this mental trauma. The feelings of loneliness and abandonment rise from the once tombs and begin to destroy my brain ever so slowly. My will for survival narrows to nothing, and my love for others is more then the love for myself. This is what it is like to be "depressed" and "suicidal".

Suicide is not wrong. You may say otherwise but until you are I and understand my thoughts and feelings, you have no right to tell me I am wrong. My current dilemma is one demonstrated by the extreme love for another. The attraction for this young woman is greater then any previous attractions. I think of her more than all the time. Time is no instance when I'm thinking of her because it seems eternal. A part of me becomes blissful when I mentall

It's about what you say and what you mean.

It isn't about who you've kissed, what sport you play, or which guy or girl likes you.

It's about seeing people for who they are and not what they have.

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Approximate Pages = 6 (250 words per page double spaced)