Another thing... we talked every night for about two weeks for hours on end, which did mean a lot to me... Then one day I get a 4 line E-mail that just scares and confuses the hell out of me. I send out a novel and don't hear from your for a week. I still haven't heard from you. Now I know you've been sick and I'm NOT mad. I just want you to know that the last week that I haven't talked to you has really sucked for that reason. I have no idea if you miss me or not and I have to assume that you don't because you've made no attempt to talk to me. Right now I think you just want me to go away so you can just move on with mike or whatever. I don't understand how making you happy and smile so much which I thought I was doing (even that has come into question) would provoke you to not try and talk to me for a week. I want you to know that I miss you. And I know that we had some good conversations in spite of the whole mike thing... and we will have more, possibly better ones if you will just try and talk to me. This is my last resort. I'm extending this branch out to you. I can't do this much longer and to try and stop thinking about you is about my last option af

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