The Agony of Not Understanding
A process of miserable, indescribable, gut wrenching, horrific, inhuman, suffering are all ways used to describe agony in ones life. Have there ever been moments that you wished you never experienced. Are they so awful, that you dare not wish them on your nemeses? Well these are feelings of those who were, are, and those who will live on this earth will experience. These are feelings that one holds in his or her heart with contempt for ages but with time turns around and says I'm glad I had that happen to me, it helped and strengthened me. When I was growing up I couldn't nor wouldn't understand this strange want for feelings that drive one to the breaking point and then, like a car chase in James Bond make a dramatic U-turn and all of the sudden your ok. That is a part of agony that amazes and leaves me utterly speechless when I hear stories of my friends that have had these personal experiences that seem to drive them to the edge of a high cliff. I never understood w!hy they wanted something that was going to be so hard. I always thought if it's too hard, it just not for you. These were thoughts of and inconsiderate little kid from middle school. Now as time has gone by and taught me
Therefore, the question, "if God loves us then why is the world so evil?" is still a very good and important question. So now we know that we have someone up above watching over us and that He loves us like our own parents. Also like our parents He lets us make our own decisions and in turn we have to be ready to accept the consequences for our decisions. It is here where we are stuck and that we all need to think over. The principles we discussed already are pure untainted fact. We need to allow our selves a little time to meditate about this problem and I know with this new information you will be able to figure out, "Why our world is so bad and why isn't God doing any thing about it or is He?" ------------------------------------------------------------------------ some of the most valuable lesson of my life. I not only see but also understand where these thoughts were coming from. Also I hear and feel those desires for the things that would help me through out my life; these are those desires to be stretched to the breaking point and see that extremely tall cliff. I have come to a conclusion it is all about believing in ones self that you can over come and in the end come out on top of the world. This was what I had not understood so many years before. Like all dads say, "when the going gets tough the tough gets going." w. Don't forget that many things we can do ourselves, to stay the beast. se for ourselves. Yes He can and will try to help us choose what's right but in the end it comes back to us for He will not choose for us this is his gift to us his children. I can imagine his worry and concern to what if we choose wrong. Like our parents God knows that we need opportunities to grow and if we never had these opportunities to choose for our selves we couldn't ever grow therefore we would be in a state of innocence that would mean we couldn't grow. If we could never grow I think that in the end there would be ignorance mixed with agony. The agony of wh
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