First thing is first. Your marriage was ruined because of your drinking. I know, I know, I wasn't alive to witness what happened but I have heard both from Grandma and mom. They were scared from the times you came home, stumbling everywhere and

Like I said before, you are getting too old to be drinking so much. You are taking medication for your blood pressure and other pills daily. It can't be healthy to be mixing the alcohol with the medication. I am worried that either one of these days your going to drink yourself to death (how you haven't already I don't know) or severely/ fatally hurt yourself while in a drunken rage.

Last but not least, I think you need to stop traveling to Portugal. You like to visit your friends and family but it seems to be way to tempting for you to drink. Your friends and family offer alcohol to you and it is an easy opportunity to drink. It's like offering candy to a baby, of course he/she is going to take it. You're an alcoholic. Alcohol is your candy.

then throwing everyone outside. Or you locking everybody out of the house and only allowing my mom to stay inside to calm you down. Did you like having your kids and your wife frightened of you? Would you have done the same thing if you were sober? Well, whenever you are sober you are the nicest an

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