I have lived in the same house for 8 years and for all that time my best friend Alina Greece and her family were our neightbors. They were more then neighbors, they became a part of me, and of my life and fate. Seeing the same faces of great neighbors, that cute little puppy that Adam got for his last birthday, the initials of me and my first "love" on the wall, all that brought back memories of a great childhood that me and my best friend have had. As I walked down the stairs, the seconds seemed like years because of all those thoughts coming to my head. I don't know why, but the day seemed a little unusual. I just kept on walking.

That morning I was supposed to go to my friend's birthday party, so I was dressed up with a little goofy bow on my head. Dresses

That day, a long time ago, I realized what broken hearted was. A guy is not the only one who can break your heart. Any person you have true and deep feelings for, a person you love and a person without who your life is just a daily struggle without, that is a person who can break your heart just by their sudden absence in your life . Life is never fair and nothing ever turns out the way you want it to be, if it did, everyone would be happy and everything would be ok. As I grew, I remembered the conversation I had with Helen about the God crying, and every time it rains from then, up until today, I look at the sky and can picture God crying, because way back then, he broke a bond of friendship and love between two best friends. Every time someone says "Hey, a drop just fell on my nose", I can still feel Helen's tear on my nose, and her soft hand over my mouth, and all of a sudden i become silent and burry myself deep into my thoughts.

"If you say so" I still did not understand what was going on, but I did not want to upset her, so I just went along with it.

were not something special for me, I was known to love to dress up all the time, which overall describes the way I am now. I daydreamed about being the most beautiful woman in the world, walking down the runway, when others were dreaming about becoming spacemen and firefighters. A girl to the core, that's what I was. While other kids started their struggle for independence I was just a little spoiled child that didn't want her life to change any bit, I was happy with the way my life was.

" Did you know that when it rains, it means that God is crying, because we upset him. Every time God cries, something bad is about to happen, as his punishment to us.", she mumbled.

As days went by I found out that they were moving in two weeks, and Alina's parents told me that I was forbidden to see her until they move. They said it was going to be the best for both of us. That was the toughest two weeks in my life. I couldn't imagine how such a great birthday could turn out to be a huge disaster and leave me broken hearted for the rest of my life.

"Helen, dear, is something wrong? Did I do anything wrong? Anything to upset you?" She put her hand over my mouth and we finally started up a conversation.

As I walked down that alley, I couldn't stop thinking how great my life turned out and how lucky I was to have a great family, and a great best friend that I could never be apart from. We were born on the same day and at the same time, only by different mothers. We felt like we were blood sisters, even dif

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