But it is so hard to not talk to you or give you a hug, it is something about you. I don't know what it is. I hate the fact that I can't hate you. I don't know what it is and why I can't do it. Everyone wonders why I like you and why I am friends with you. I suppose I will never figure it out or you out. I stop feeling like this. Why should I care if you like me or not there are others that like me, that are my friends that will hang out with me. I don't know why I even try. I am just too damn nice. Why do I try so hard? I have to stop trying. I don't know what it is about you though. It's hard.

So I talked to last night, or should I say I was bugging you last night because it seem like you didn't want to talk. I don't know why I even give you the time of the day, but I do. I felt like I was bugging it could have been that you were busy which you were, but I don't know. When I told you that I was leaving on Sunday you didn't even seem disappointed. I shouldn't have expect to disappointed, you probably wouldn't have even noticed that I was gone if I didn't tell you last night. You still probably won't even know that I am gone once I am. I guess I am not that important to you as much as you are important to me. I shouldn't worry about you because everyone wonders why we are "friends." Frankly, I don't know why we are "friends." I don't know why I put up with your shit. I know that you aren't going to call so why did I do this to myself and get my hopes up when you say you will. I don't know why I sit around a wait for your call or for you to stop by; I know that it isn't going to happen. I am kidding

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Approximate Word count = 1102
Approximate Pages = 4 (250 words per page double spaced)